I give it a few days and reach out to her, she responds she finally realized that I am not it for her short or long term. I have depression and self esteem issues, as does he. It all started when she was barely letting me see my son then she would tell me I have to give her half my paychecks or will go to court. If all this is too confusing, then please consider therapy with a sensitive and aware therapist. I dont know what to do. So, after 16 months, I have pushed him away for good. Hi Maria Hi Broken 79 Keep smiling even when it hurts. It can be broken, it can be buried, but it never goes away. just prove to her that u love her. We havent talked since mid-January. I love him with all my heart and getting married was all I have ever wanted from him but I had a strong gut feeling that I wasnt who he truly loved. We broke up for 1yr and then something lead us back to each other. He gets defensive and aggravated at me. I have begged him for his attention for years. I also hold a Master of Business Administration degree from the University of Maryland USA.I was raised by my adopted parents, though they were rich, i suffered a lot but im always grateful to them because they gave me life, may be without them i will be dead by now. If thats the case then why does he bring up the old things that I have done to make our relationship bad. And she says she understands why I was that way. And he will want to share that with you of his own accord, not just when you ask. I doubt that I shall ever learn to trust or respect this man again. Prior to that, I came across her FB page and stumped on a picture that resembles same guy that went to us to home Depot last October. I see you are in great pain. We recently just moved across the country together. My feelings arent there at all. I lived common law with a man for 6 years, he told me in June he was not coming home and would not be coming back. it is so hard to get back from that hurt. She invited me to a wedding months ago and said the clothing was informal. Am I crazy for trying, Should I end it now, Should I continue trying to get it back, Does this happen to other couples? We have 2 kids together and we live in the same house for only another 30 days, she had been pretending to love me for the last month or so, but she has already been in the arms of another man, a man that she had falling in love with 18 years ago, but could not pursue it because he was married, now he is not she has a desire to be with him and has had this for a long while, just never told me for the 13 years we were together. But there has been a lot of good too. After I discovered some more of his hurtful ways with communicating with other women I moved out. However, that wasnt the case. He now realized how wrong he has been and is fully committed to change everything and to show me how he is putting me always first, no matter what. I also have put up barrel and I am a very strong lady that I know going through the process will hurt but, staying here is hurting more. I apologize for the lengthy post. So we bounced around a little after until we managed to find our own apartment. I think there is some investigating you should do into your deepest self to uncover this stuff because it affected your relationship. My questions are these, can she fall back in love with me? We started as friends in high school, had sex, and I got pregnant. or what else we can do if we are not together living in separated stated . Me and my ex were dating for about 5years and 3 months. She finally left me on September 5th. Hes doing things for me that hes never done. I loved him, just couldnt deal with the ex and the mom, tried telling him over and over that this was causing problems, he couldnt understand, kept saying he isnt interested in her. Id try to initiate the kind of convo they were having so hed leave her and talk dirty to me instead, but he wouldnt. I have promised to try and change the ways I have become so mired in, and told her that I realize that these are just words, and that I hope my actions can speak on their own. Now suddenly after 3 years he cant tell me he loves me, and claims once I said that about the miscarriage he stopped but has been saying it for the past two months trying to force himself to feel it but wont ever deal with whats bothering him, he just bottles it up and gets more and more angry, and even more angry if I try to talk to him about it which is frustrating to me because I am a talker and try to talk things out. We had our petty fights, but nothing serious until we had a pregnancy scare. I have been more the patient I have given him help offered support and tried to get him to quit. We started dating and lasted 3 years and our families even met and spent time together and loved each other. I never stressed on sex with her at all. In the meantime.he is on swingers websites. This is because that is the only profession that deems it fine for the same therapist to see both members of a couple alone. She even on my Birthday while I was gone that week said I feel lucky to have you in my life. We have been together for 5 and half years, bought a house together a little over a year ago and got engaged nearly a year ago with dates set and most things provisionally booked bridesmaids dresses even bought. THIS WOMAN IS OF STRONG CHARACTER AND FREE AS A BIRD BUT I FEEL SOME HOW SHE PERCIEVES ME AS CAGED.. Or have I become so lost, jaded, tarnished and hurt that my mind will not allow me to feel truth. 11: Take her to the park for some fresh air I find myself constantly looking at other men, and acknowledge them when they look at me and have considered just taking the leap and giving into my desires. But if you willingly allowed it, then you need to ask yourself: How did I let this happen? She doesnt like me calling too much and says I should give her space. If it was not fear but your own low self esteem, then THAT is what you need to work on in therapy. We were happier than ever before and we understood each other great and we were best friends and always talked about the future and building a life together. We made appointment to go lay week Friday but instead she came to my house on Tuesday same week. Dear Dr. Deb, I am now in therapy and dealing with my issues, should I let my wife go? she said she cannot let go of what happened in the past and that is partially why she feels this way today. His wife to this day doesnt know anything! he asked me to and i said you have to adjust your ways and be more committed to us (me and the baby) and stop putting other people before us including your mother. I realized that my empty promises were never going to work and I didnt want them to. The most obvious scenario in which you hate and love a person at the same time is one in which your love is not reciprocated. We went to dinner about a week ago and we havent had a night like that since we were barely dating. 15 First Date Ideas that Can Spark a Love Connection No youre right sorry I should have been a little more specific. You must not put yourself down for doing this. Now that I have worked through my issues that were preventing me from committing to him, and I see how much i truly love him, I am afraid he will not feel the same way about me anymore. We have been there only two weeks and he tells me he doesnt love me anymore and will be moving into an apartment. What can i do to see him as my partner again? Because we are all imperfect here. Well then in June or July 2013 I went on his yahoo account and there were emails on there off of craigslist personals between him and other woman in 2012. When hes with me I try to see that he wants to be with me but at the same time I just want to go to bed and be left alone. I think Im getting/am depressed and will be going to a doctor for help on Friday. What I dont understand is, if it was infatuation why do I still feel the same way I did 3 years ago? There is no more time for compromise its either stay or go. So I understand you losing respect for him. But u was no longer interested in the deal. The therapists on this blog are amazing and you can see who they are by what they write. So i hit him up. In fact, please seek a person with a degree in Marriage & Family Therapy. People in the band began to call him names like security cause he wanted to be everywhere I was & didnt want to give me a small little space , I mean ? We were prepared I thought. We never have. A girl has guy friends too , he got mad & then I got mad & I ignored him. Our relationship started off rough and we broke up one month in and he was rather cruel about it because he felt he couldnt trust me(he has trust issues). This is due to mobile. I was now suspicious of everything I shouldve been a private investigator because the amount of time I spent checking up on him, where he was, who he was with, etc. after work instead of coming home he would stop by his mom or stop to help out friends with their issues while i am at home in need of his help.i would vex with him and argue why cant he come home to help me when i ask him and its hard all by myself to take care of the baby. If you havent already, you can search the GoodTherapy.org for a therapist near you, here:https://www.goodtherapy.org/find-therapist.html. Our family. Any suggestions, you think we can get back together, what we need to do, to felt in love again or gain his love back again ,is very difficult for me.I feel very sad and is hard for me to let go, with out trying ,emotional not doing good. Since then (start of october) we tried traveling together for 3 weeks to nepal, subletting anapartment together (we got out of ours in october) and i cant seem to make it work, im restless, im crying every day a few times. Im miserable here, feel so sad daily. Even I apologized to him a lot of time. We were so much more than that. Let me answer your last question first: is he going to marry her and live happily ever after no, he wont. Just a quick note to say I have been working with Tako for about 5 years, on all sorts of different issues, anytime I get a problem at work, or my noisy terrible neigbours, or my Mother In Law plays up, I phone Tako and he sorts its out, even little things, I phone him and its all sorted, what would I do without him?? I told her that if this is what she needs to do then we will do it. She wanted to leave me and our two dogs behind. He will be needy and insecure and maybe sweet. i know its very obvious. What you need to do: 1. leave or divorce making sure your legal and financial rights are preserved; 2. rebuild your self-esteem, understanding how you were able to keep tolerating abuse for so long so that it will never happen again; 3. set your sights on a bright future based on a truth-based assessment of others and your relation to them. Shes kissed me and all a couple of times and I heard if I act like I dont care shell come back. He has even threatened to call the police if I come by his house again, its like hes the devil now. You share interests, get . Hes the most amazing man Ive ever met and Ive completely destroyed everything in our relationship and yet somehow he is giving me a chance to fix it. Hi, my fiance and I were together for 8 years. This was totally out of the blue. We have 3 kids, and all of his comments seem so self-centeredlike hes not even considering his family. I still get very emotional jut thinking back to my most vulnerable states and how alone I was. I want to hate him because I think hes a horrible human being as she is for having done this when he should have just left if he wasnt happy. The answer this year is: Yes! Please can you advise how I should act. He claims it is just an intense friendship. It doesnt matter if that is true. The thought of not being with him hurts . I am so sad and feeling so guilty. I have read your post and was wondering how things are? How do I fix this? Anyone can respond with something mean. You can read my book on my website is a description of it [drdeb.com] but the key is to understand your own family and how their behavior influenced you so you know exactly what to avoid when the situations come up in your life. Xx. I got really desperate. One thing I noticed is that you seem to know you are wrong. There are a lot of emotions here that need to be examined, understood, regulated, and possibly changed. I just dont know what to do. We hung out every other day since then. I daily promise him to meet n so we cudnt . If things are starting off well, then its time for some action now, which will make the girl smile at least once during the course of your date. Any advice on what I should do? Letting him do you like this is letting him run over you. We were in a relationship for 3 years and a half. Things were going pretty well after that. self wasnt with her, I felt bad for her cos im so she said she is still always there for me and cares about me but i think shes saying that to make me feel better. We are now on a break and I am wondering if there is a way to get back the butterflies or if we have had too much of a damaging relationship to ever repair it. he is pushing me away. She was like a guy came last night and cause trouble and that he took her car key. If this relationship is important to you, you really need to do what the 12 step people recommend: A fearless moral inventory. I returned home to Denver after 2 months of being here on a tour with a band I linked up with and made arrangements to meet up with my ex-girlfriend for lunch. I hope you would recollect my situation about my ex using ($$) me to her advantage and i have told you how she talked to me irresponsibly?. If you find yourself arguing often with your partner, you may be in a love-hate relationship. She said not long ago I do love and I do miss you but its hard for me to be with you right now she said she wants to be friends and before I said I dont think I can and this was before I we had started our initial break. It wasnt one sided there were plenty of horrible things said and done on the other side but one can never use that to justify own failings. She doesnt want to be mad at her parents, or hear the counselor say that they were bad parents. What can I do? And the same question can be asked of his up and down feelings. She thinks renewing our relationship would be impossible. Im lost and confused. Wow, thats awful. As you let him or her into your private self, your partner did the same. So what do I do if I have told my significant other of almost 7 years (2 children together 5 and 2) that I think Im not in love with him anymore but I still love him? He is waiting on an answer but it is killing him inside I know. Recently I told him that I wasnt emotionally or mentally ready to get married at this time-I know it broke his heart and it broke mine too. Its been a tough road and with a child who is 10 years old I came to a point in my life where I felt the last 2 years I have fallen out of love with him . And how do I know that hes not going to do this to me again? We have to start telling ourselves that we are a good person, that we were born to give the world something special, that life is meant for us to be happy with, and so forth. I see absolutely no reason to keep up conversation with her anymore. So I was angry at myself and expressed it towards others. He made me feel happy again. how do i tell him that am very sorry so that we can continue our relationship coz i know i hurt him with my words but i need his forgiveness. I returned an hour later simply because it was 10PM on New Years Day and I couldnt find a place to go. I feel like we havent been able to communicate well.I am disappointed he still cannot talk with me about what led to his intimate actions with other women so we can learn how to deal with stressors, etc. I decided not to go back to my moms after that (for many reasons, though I will admit he was one of them) and I stayed with family for a few weeks until he convinced me to stay with him and his cousin. I would like to rebuild our relationship. I truly do not believe they have anything going on, and that my husband is just so hurt and obviously still angry with me, even though he says he has forgiven me. So cold, angry and unforgiving. I pretty much talked to her about it and she somehow seemed to believe me but then she threw out idc if you cheated on me or not. The first among the 15 ideas for a perfect first date is to plan a place where you both will be comfortable The way I work with people in therapy who have had abusive relationships (you can see my book on this go to my website for more) is to help re-wire our brains so that the trauma that caused the anger in the first place is completely healed. He has never been married and had no kids. Every conversations inevitably lead to anger, raised voices & thats not conducive to moving forward. That is the Assertive part of my work with people. He is deep down a nice guy and I know he still loves me, but I cant return his feelings anymore. I asked if he knew she was here? He has even threatened to call the police if I come by his house again, its like hes the devil now. I found her on his Skype. I will always regret the way I left her by herself back home, sacrificing all the things about her I truly love for my own self absorbed adventure, but hey, were young and we need to live our lives a little right? These two parts are inextricably bound up together, and, as a matter of fact, part two follows from part one. The last thing we want to do is upset bees! I fell out of love. I want to know if this is something that is going to benefit us. No amount of anger management will address these basic issues. She will be going over to her friends after the kids go to bed for the foreseeable future. So we are taking the tough challenge to rebuild. About me: Im 54, have four kids and was married for 26 years until my wife passed away from cancer five years ago. But i had to reply to know who sarah is by asking who is this but no reply since then. Dont let them get away with their hurtful behavior. And i saw a video of him with another guy. She denies point blank that I did nothing for her. Along with random dirty videos from I dont know who and of course pics. Please contact me. Not worth it. After reading this and speaking with my therapist and sponsor, I know that I need to give it time and be loving and kind no matter what, but I have no felt this distant from her, ever. His job demands for him to work out of town in short periods of time and we can never finish or come to an agreement about much. tired of all the obstacles we had, especially He decided he needed space and kicked me and the children out of the family home to be able to focus on himself getting better and so I can focus on myself which sounds great in theory but me and the children are living with my family sharing a king size bed in a 1313 room. I am offering a course in this very subject, however, and you might want to inquire further. He isnt trying to leave, or make me leave, or not be there for our son. 15: Let her choose the activity instead We have two children 16 and a 6 yr old . Even though you didnt actually cheat with this male friend, what you did sounds like spite and that is not healthy for a marriage. You feel anger toward the person who hurt you as well as on yourself for letting them do this to you. Libraries are great places for taking a girl on a first date because they offer an intimate setting but not too intimate, which can sometimes put pressure on both of you. Id say I can go with you and hed say naw you cool Ill just go), and he doesnt want us riding in the same car. Jessica He needs to seek help for himself the only contact you should have w him is too allow him to have quality time w the children. Me, having an anxiety attack, says the other guy. When he touched me I felt disgusted and thought how can this man possibly love me. Hi Jeremy Soon, my wifes traumatic childhood experiences really start coming to the surface and depression worsens, she starts seeing a therapist and taking medication. I know and accept he is married, I wouldnt want his wife nor would I expect him to leave his wife because they have been together a long time, I simply like what we have between us. Yes, there is hope provided your husband sees the right counselor and he really does not want to lose his family. Then a month later his grandfather died and he was really close with him. He is someone from my past that I used to fool around with. I will change those behaviours. If youre unable to locate someone near you, you could also try aamft.org. He had been trying to give us another chance since March. UY You SAID exactly what I an living!! At least this is what I feel Im supposed to learn. We moved around shopping for baby stuff, groceries, her personal stuff at expensive places.This took place between September to December 2014 and she was due around late January. This was all her idea.) Well we broke up because he was in a really hard spot and wasnt able to give me much attention and he felt guilty. We fell in love very quickly, but five months in I got drunk and treated him badly. Every time I got my hopes up that he was changing reality would slap me in the face. I had to accept his new life abroad and now we are back together. Or find someone local to yourself who is intelligent and kind. I know he loves me and we fight a lot. I still love this girl and I want to give her another chance. me (25) and my girlfriend (22) have been dating for over 5 years. He had a rough upbringing and there was no solid male figure in his life to teach him how to really love. Will he love me again? She came and indeed I felt like my soul was restored. After that drug thing I am so confused and I really dont know what I do. Although in my eyes thats much worse than a sexual connection with someone. He likes to feel needed but I can feel his distance at times and I know that I hurt him but he hurt me too in several ways and I have owned it. My experience with that problem is this: People who cheat when they really love someone else literally do not believe that life will be good to them. He is trying hard to make time but the business doesnt give him a break. You do not have to go though this. The pain the victims spouse feels is emotional and physical. When the hatred becomes intense it can temporarily beat out love. Although being a part the past couple of days Im not feeling the love I had for him before, I feel its fading and even though I know I want him in my life I cant fight the urge that I think Im slowly losing feelings but I dont want to let him go. Sorry for the separate comments but I keep thinking. He resented the fact that I dated this man and found it disgusting that I slept with my ex. I love my husband with all my heart, I love my kids and my family and I believe, when there are kids, a marriage is worth saving. Hopefully even get to show her how I really feel about her instead of just through my words (and tears ahah). I know not interested in him anymore. As most people trying to make sense of a break up, Ive searched what I can do and found myself here I am so in love with him, he has two daughters that I adore and love. On the other hand, he seems to be stuck in a pity party. N i told him if he cant open up its over n he said olewell thats something that i cant do. I cant reach him. My boyfriend and I didnt know each other. Please help. It was never his fault at all. My ex doesnt. The anxiety has brought so much stuff up that bother me (things that didnt bother me or wouldnt bother anyone but the anxiety and depression and adhd are making me irretated all the time) Any advice? She WAS telling me for years that I was not paying attention, and not giving her and the kids all of myself. I understand what he was trying to do. Talked and laughed and have a lot in common. She doesnt need the marriage counseling, anyway. He would react and tell me he believed me. A therapist sees you with more objective eyes than you see yourselves. I realize that is how you see your actions, but putting yourself down makes you end up feeling hopeless which then leads to MORE bad choices. God can heal this and change your partners heart. When lead singer Douglas Smokey Scott laid those vocals down, it was because his woman had sliced him up like cold cuts after he had stepped all over her night after night. I mean three months ago. How do I show her that Ive changed for her? 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